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Oh hai there.
I know, it’s been a while.
It wasn’t a conscious intention, at first, to break from this space. The summers are just so busy these days. It’s like when winter hits we save up all our living, and when the sun FINALLY comes out in like May, then we say, Okay! Now let’s do ALL THE THINGS BECAUSE IT’S NICE AND SUNNY AND ISN’T LIFE GRAND?
But, also,this summer I realized that maybe I needed to stop talking all the time and really sit and listen to myself more. See, I’m very good at creating stories about myself: I feel this, I think that, I dislike this. Et cetera.
Under all of that likes, dislikes, thinking, though? I don’t actually really know who I am.
I’ve been wrestling with Career Decisions this summer. Much like I was last year, I’m frustrated and stressed about work and tired of the commute and all the compliance stuff.
This year, I actually have an idea of what I might want to do. Sort of, anyway; my idea varies between the huge – starting up my own wellness business – and the small – teach stressed out people that there’s maybe a way out of the anxiety.
I’m not completely clear on the path, but I can’t ignore the voice inside me much longer, either. It’s time to begin.
This fall, I’m taking an 8-week class in Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction. It’s the start – a tiny, small, start – a shift which will, hopefully, gather momentum and help me turn onto a different path as it relates to my career.
I’m far beyond the point where I have the freedom to make radical, crazy, expensive changes. I have a family and mortgage and responsibilities. But small changes? A class? That I can do.
More to come on it all, I promise.